Cold Turkey

Okay, I'm going cold turkey again and I hope it works. I'm referring to message boards again. I swear I'm addicted. I'm not going to respond to any posts. I'm sick of stupid bitch's trying to fight and start something with me all the time over nothing, especially one in particular. She can rule that one board like the Queen Bitch she is. I love her crap about how both Sam and Dean are like equals. What a bunch of bullshit? She can lie all she wants to herself and others. I will go to my Hell House and My I love Sammy Thread on the CW Board and that's it. I may read some intelligent posts from certain posters on there, but that's about it. I'll try to stay here and my other places. I've been thinking about a new spoof and Sammy's chocolate milk story, so hopefully I'll be able to write them this weekend.

I need to read more too. I haven't been reading as many books as I've liked to and I need to get back to reading more books and less crap on message boards.

I love Friday nights now because my sisters and brother and I make a night out of the shows being on. We buy pie to eat while Supernatural is on. I go over to my sister's house to watch on her big TV. I love both Smallville and Supernatural being together on the same night. It's nice. I miss it with Vampire Diaries, but last week Vamp Diaries would've kicked it's ass for best show of the week.

I need to stay off message boards because all it does is cause me stress and you can't find anyone to have a decent discussion or anything. I mean about current episodes and what's happened on them and not old ones. I always pick up all these negative vibes from people after an episode and it's depressing. Then everyone thinking Sam is evil and that he's smirking instead of smiling. Give me a break with that shit already. It's old. Dean is not Mr. Righteous and he doesn't always do what's right. Dean isn't any more righteous than Sam is and I think Sam tries to do what's right more than Dean does.

I'll have to see how I'll do and hopefully I'll get over my addiction. I stayed off there for a week straight and I can do it again. I just get curious and want to know what others think. It gives me something to think about at work when I'm doing my job and the time goes faster. I don't know why. So I can see how they think of Sam and that they mostly think the worst of him and Jared. I must love to torture myself or something. I'm going to try and stop and then I'll be happy and happy with Supernatural.