No. I have not fallen in love with Supernatural again. And no, I do not love Dean again. But, I think I gave into my addiction once again. I just hope to hell that I don't overdose. I can't handle that.
I can't believe that all it took for me to fall off the Supernatural wagon was Dean in some ugly hairnet and Sam in a tank top. I swear Dean was so stupid looking that I couldn't stop laughing. I just go back and watch Purged to see those scenes so I can laugh. I guess if Dean had never been a hunter, he would have made a great kitchen helper.
I've been thinking about what could happen again like some stupid idiot. I've also been wondering about that grace that was left inside Sam. Did Castiel pull it all out? I don't think he did or Sam would have died. As for Dean and his beauty mark. Dean has always wanted to kill Sam and maybe this time around, he'll be able to. Now wouldn't that be a great season finale. Dean finally killing Sam like he's always wanted to. Someone brought up how Dean would kill Sam to save people. I wonder when Sam has ever been a threat to anyone, but demons and monsters. Dean on the other hand has been a threat to the world how many times now. I love how Castiel took the angel tablet and said that he was keeping it safe from Naomi and Dean. That was interesting.
When Sam was drinking demon blood, it wasn't like he was going around killing people for the fun of it. He drank their blood and he pulled the demons out of how many people. Plus he killed demons to save people's lives like when he killed Samhain or when he killed Famine. Sam wanted to kill Lilith, but he never knew she was the last seal or he never would have killed her. Dean didn't even know and the only reason he didn't want Sam to go after her was because he didn't think Sam could kill her not that he knew she was the last seal. The only thing Sam did when he drank demon blood was try to save people, but I guess that was wrong of him. He didn't try to save that nurse he sucked dry who was possessed by a demon. Even if he killed her, how was she any different from all the other demons both Sam and Dean have killed. What, because she cried for a minute and that could have been the demon pretending. Dean kills demons and he could give a crap less who they're possessing, even if those people are good or bad.
And Dean wanted to kill Sam when he was soulless. Why? Because Sam was acting just like Dean and Dean even admitted that. Soulless Sam could have saved countless people in the time that he was hunting, but no one cares about that because some innocent people died in the crossfire, but don't innocent people die all the time when Sam and Dean are hunting together and Dean doesn't seem to worry about them. Or all the other hunters out there that get the monster at whatever the cost. I love how they took out that scene in Clip Show where Dean said some good people have to die for the greater good. So even if some people died as collateral damage while Soulless Sam was hunting, then they died for the greater good. Maybe Soulless Sam prevented a lot more deaths by one or two people dying. All we got to see was one hunt that Sam and Samuel did and that one, even Dean could have screwed up. As for Bobby. Soulless Sam was only going to kill him because he didn't want Dean to restore his soul, so if Dean had not gone off to do that and been so persistant, Bobby would have been fine. Soulless Sam had no reason to kill Bobby except that he wanted to stay in charge of Sam's body. It's funny that Dean was only worried about Soulless Sam killing people and that's why he wanted Sam's soul restored, not that Sam's soul was suffering down in hell. Then Dean really didn't care what would happen to Sam once his soul was restored. Dean has wanted to kill Sam because he's afraid Sam will turn into a monster or that he is one, but mabye if Dean looked in the mirror, he'd see the real monster.
I love Eric Charmelo and Nicole Snyder and I'm mad at them because they sucked me back in and made me fall again. If Robbie Thompson writes any more episodes this season and I watch them, he just might cure me of my addiction again, but I won't thank him for it.
