Gossip Girl Forever

It's been a while since I've posted because I've just been too lazy and too sick to. I wanted to post right away about the end of Gossip Girl, but I didn't feel good. I'm really going to miss this show being on every Monday night. The finale was awesome. I couldn't have asked for a better ending to such a great show. I've loved this show since it first started and I never missed one episode. I will keep watching my DVD's for a long time because I can see it all again. I'm so happy that they made sure to have Jenny and Eric be in the finale. I've missed them for the last couple of years. Chuck and Blair will now be forever and I love that. I knew they'd end up together when the show ended. I was well rewarded for all my loyalty to this show.

I love all my shows because they've really helped me when I've been depressed. I watch all the characters and I actually never wish I was any of them, but it would be nice sometimes to live in their worlds for a brief time. I'd never want to stay longer than a couple of hours though. TV characters sure have more problems than normal people, but on the other hand, a lot of them have more people who love them and are there for them than real people do. It's nice to wish yourself into TV land and stay there just to forget your problems for a while.

I've seen the end of how many shows now that I love. Smallville, One Tree Hill and now Gossip Girl. I've loved these shows for years. I love Supernatural, but I don't think it's going to end like any of these shows. I'm actually scared about how it will end. I want to love the show until it ends, but it's getting very hard to do so right now. I was never obsessed with any of my other shows like I have been with Supernatural. I think my obsession is over now though and I still love it, but not as much as the earlier seasons. I've been watching   the Christmas episode how many times and I realize how different the show really is now. Dean actually used to love and care about Sam and now I feel like he could care less what happens to Sam. Sam cares and loves Dean, but Dean acts like Sam doesn't give a crap about him. I don't know what Sam could possibly do to make Dean realize how much he cares about him. Nothing I guess. As I was watching the Christmas episode and Sam giving Dean that amulet, I thought about something. Why did Sam give Dean the amulet? Because he knew he could always count on Dean and that Dean was there for him. Maybe that's why Dean threw the amulet in the trash because he knew that Sam would not be able to count on him anymore. It was more about how Dean felt and not how he felt about Sam and that's why he threw it away. I hate fans who think Sam should have pulled it out of the trash and tried to give it to Dean again, when Dean clearly didn't want it anymore. It would be really funny if Kevin finds out that the amulet is important to closing the gates of hell or whatever and Dean then realizes he threw it away and they have no idea where it is, but they need it.
Part of me no longer gives a crap about Dean or what he even thinks of Sam. Dean seems to only worry about what he needs or wants and could care less what Sam wants or needs. To me, that is selfish. It's funny that fans think Dean is the poor injured party and that Dean isn't selfish for not even caring what went on with Sam while he was in Purgatory. It's not like Sam went to Purgatory himself and then just found a way out and left Dean there. It's not Sam's fault that Dean had to be the big hero and kill Dick and end up in Purgatory. I read how much crap and can't even believe what I'm reading. It's still the same. Dean is always right and anyone he wants to be friends or family with is great and Sam is always wrong and anyone he even talks to is evil or horrible and how dare he choose or be with anyone other than Dean. Dean can choose angels, vampires or anyone over Sam and it's great and he's a wonderful loving brother to Sam. That's utter and complete crap. It's funny because I think a lot of Dean fans are hypocrites just like Dean. I stay far away from those fans.

Wow! Long post. I guess I just needed to write for a little bit. My poor Mom is in a care facility and now she has two infections she's trying to fight. I've been praying for her. Hopefully one day her suffering will end either way. She'll either get better or God will take her home. I can't stand seeing her this way. It's very hard and I'm sure more harder for her than me.

Alone

I'm all alone writing this. Usually my Mom is here with me. She went back into the hospital two weeks ago and now she's in a care facility. Who knows if she'll ever come home? I miss her being here in the house and it's way too quiet now. I try to pretend that she's just gone to the gambling town on the bus or she went there with my sister or something. I saw her yesterday and she didn't look good or very happy. I don't think I'd be happy either if I was her. First she had to deal with all the stuff with her heart, then she came home and had to go right back to the hospital for more stuff. I've been stressing out and worried about her and my family and what's going to happen.
Watching my shows has helped a little bit and Blake Shelton really made me smile and laugh with his Christmas special. Even Supernatural was pretty good this last Thursday. I had to go back to work as well. I'll probably be only working for a few more days. I can't take the inner conflict with my family either. I love them all, but it feels like I'm being torn apart. I don't know who to trust and what to believe anymore. I just wish that we could all pull together for each other and for our Mom.
I put up our tree hoping that somehow my Mom would be home by Christmas, but that's looking less likely right now. I'd like to have a little get together for my family on Christmas Eve, but who knows if anyone would come or if they would put their differences aside for one night. Right now, all I can think about is Christmas and past years spent with my family. For the last couple of years, we haven't even been getting together. I don't know why. You never know what's going to happen and you should spend time with your family for as long as you can.
I've been thinking about all my Mom used to do at Christmas time. I remember she used to scrub the floors and clean the house for days. Then she put up all the Christmas stuff and the tree. My Dad would put up our fake cardboard fireplace. Once everything was up, it was perfect. I remember coming home from school and  my Mom would have Christmas music playing on the record player and she'd make cocoa for us. She'd be in the kitchen cooking while we played or whatever. When it got close to Christmas, my Mom would make cookies, pies, fudge, divinity and how many other goodies. We always had a Christmas Eve party at our house with the whole family. It didn't matter who stepped in the door, they were family. I still think of them as that, even if maybe some of them don't feel that way. When I was younger, we'd always do a gift exchange. And I remember we always got clothes from our parents and not Santa. Santa always brought all the toys and fun stuff. When I was little, I never realized that Santa was really mainly my Mom. My Dad helped her, but she did most of it. I don't even know how she hid all that stuff from us. I used to get so much, that I never knew what to play with and it was hard to choose. We'd look and start playing with our presents and then it was time for pictures and then we went to church. I still can't believe all that my Mom did for us. She did so much and I love her for it. I don't know if very many mothers today would do all she did. We'd always go and visit the relatives after church. I'm so glad that we did. I still miss them as well. Most of them have been dead for a long time now. Even though they're gone, I still think of them and I have so many good memories of all of them. My Dad always took us to the Christmas lights in Ogden. That's something my Mom never did. I wonder if she just wanted some alone time for a while.

I don't know why, but I just felt like writing this tonight. I really hope that all my family and that includes everyone in the world has a wonderful Christmas this year. I hope everyone can put their differences aside and forgive and love each other. Isn't that what Christmas is all about? God gave his son as a gift to us and his son brought us the gift of love and forgiveness.

Happy Thanksgiving

On this Thanksgiving, I'm grateful for my family and everything I have. I'm always thankful that I have a roof over my head, food in my stomach, clothes on my back and everything I need to live. I pray for all those people who do not have what I have even though most people would think I have nothing.

I'm very thankful for music, books, movies, TV and anyone who is a part of any of these things. I'm alive right now mainly because of these things. Music is the best drug in the world and I can never have enough of it. I'm always looking for new music to listen to. I just discovered One Direction and I bought their first CD. It's really good and I should have bought it long ago. All my TV shows are good right now, even Supernatural. I just hope Supernatural gets better than it's been. The first how many episodes bored me to tears. I've liked 3 out of the 7 that have been on so far. Last season I loved the first seven episodes and I re-watched them multiple times. I hope the rest of the episodes for the season will be good and I'll want to watch them more than once.

I've went to see Breaking Dawn 2 twice now. I love the Twilight movies even though I thought the books were not that great. I think the movies are better than the books. Usually, I love the books better than the movies. I love the Lord Of The Rings movies better than the books. I thought most parts in the books were boring.

I've got how many books to read. I just finished reading Blood Line by James Rollins. Awesome read and kind of scary. I love how he always uses facts in his fiction. That's what makes it scary. You read about this stuff and you know how much of it is real. It's really happening somewhere in the world or it's happened. Robotics and genetics scare me. Who knows what's happening in some lab in some part of the world or who or what is being used as a lab rat? People have been used to experiment on. It happened during the holocaust and I'm sure it's been happening for a long time now even today. God only knows what kind of robots and other artificial intelligence is being engineered right now. I try not to think too much about stuff like this because it scares me to even think of what could be happening or what could happen in the future.

I had a good Thanksgiving with my Mom. I made my own feast for myself and my niece brought my Mom some stuff. She has to watch her sodium intake right now. I ate like a pig and stuffed myself full of food while watching The Christmas Cottage. I love watching Jared in this movie. I'm so grateful he's in it. No one else would have been able to play the role of Thomas Kinkade. At least in my opinion. Jared was perfect for the part and he was awesome in it. I cry every time I watch Jared, especially the scene at the end with Peter O'Toole.

Well that's all for now.

Voting For People's Choice Awards

I've voted a few times now for my favorites for the People's Choice Awards. I really don't care who wins, but I'm voting for who I think should win and who I personally like. I'm not part of the SPN Family and frankly I don't even know who they are. I know most all of them are voting for Jensen for the actor award. I guess they should because Supernatural is The Dean Show, so the award should go to the person who plays Dean. I'm alternately voting for Jared and Paul Wesley. I personally think they are the best actors out of the bunch. I'm hoping the Vamp Diaries fans split the vote between their two and SPN  fans split over their two and the other guy wins. Now that would be a laugh and a half. I'd love it.

I'm voting for Vampire Diaries to win the sci fi award because I think it's a better show that focuses on all it's characters and has a better storyline overall. Supernatural used to be good when it was about both Sam and Dean and not just Dean and his supernatural pals. I'm voting Once Upon A Time for the drama. It's my favorite show this year closely followed by Vampire Diaries. I'm voting Beauty And The Beast for the best new drama. Nina for the best actress because she is the best actress out of all the others that I watch. And I'm voting for Blake Shelton of course. The rest of the stuff, I don't really care about. And I decided to vote for TVD fans or whatever they call themselves. Like I said, I'm not part of the SPN Family or whatever. I've been mainly treated like crap from other supernatural fans on the Internet, so I'm sorry, but I'd never consider them family. There are a few nice ones on Twitter and I've met some nice fans at the Cons, but that's about it. I still remember The CW message boards and all the bitches who treated me like crap and called me a troll and how much other crap because I didn't agree with them. I don't care. Supernatural is no longer an obsession for me and I'm happy about that. Hopefully the show will end this season, but if it goes on, then hopefully Jared will decide to do a movie or something and not be on the show as much. I'm hoping and praying for this. Dean fans would rejoice because then the show could be all about Dean and only Dean. Or Dean and his buddies Castiel and Benny.

I'm going to vote every day for my favorites, but I'm not going to waste time voting over and over and spending hours doing it. That's a waste of time better spent on other things. Who cares who wins? Because it's not really the People's Choice, but the choice of how many fans voting multiple times because they want their favorites to win. I hate to say it, but if you could only vote one time, Supernatural wouldn't even stand a chance. I'm probably not even going to watch the Award show when it comes on, but I'll see who won after.

Vampire Diaries Just Keeps Getting Better And Better

I'm loving Vampire Diaries this season. I love the whole cast and the new characters that have come on. The writers always seem to be coming up with something new each season. I'm always surprised and shocked at the end of each episode and then I can't wait for the next one. I love how the writers manage to tell both Damon and Stefan's stories. Neither of them are neglected. Not like Supernatural. It seems like the writers just think everyone wants to see Dean and his supernatural lovers and not see Sam at all. Sam is shoved into the background and most of the time, I forget he's even a main character of the show. Sam fans are treated like crap by the writers, producers and the show runner. We get nothing. Ian and Paul fans should be happy because they get to see both of them. I love watching Elena with Stefan. In my personal opinion, they just have more chemistry and their scenes touch me and have made me cry. I love Elena with Damon as well. I loved watching Elena feed on that girl and then start dancing with Damon. That scene was just too hot for words. I think some fans of the show forget that this is a love triangle between Damon, Elena and Stefan. It's not about one or the other being with her all the time. That would get boring.
My other shows have been awesome so far this year. I even started to watch Emily Owens M.D. and it's better than Supernatural. All my shows are. That's what makes me so sad. I used to watch Supernatural to make me feel happy and now I just get depressed watching it. It's boring as well. I could care less about the new characters on the show. The only character left worth watching is Crowley and maybe Castiel when he gets out of Purgatory (or the forest).  All those Purgatory flashbacks are boring and stupid. Even Sam's flashbacks are boring. Now Sam is a handyman. Whatever.

I haven't posted for a while because my Mom has been in the hospital. She needed stents in her heart and a pacemaker. For a while, we thought she wouldn't make it. I was scared that she was going to die. She's okay right now and she's coming home tomorrow. I love my Mom and I've been praying for her. If it had been her time to die, then I would have let her go. Everyone dies. It's hard to let go of their physical being, but you have to find a way to do that. Everyone that I've loved and has died, will always be in my heart and memories until I die. I'm just glad that I have so many good memories of my Mom and I. I've spent a lot of time with her and I live with her. I never moved out. My father died 15 years ago already. It's hard to believe he's been gone that long. So many people in my life have died already, but they are always with me. I just think about them and they are here with me. I thank God every day that I've been blessed with so many memories and happy times. There have been bad days as well, but the good far out number the bad.
While all this was happening to my Mom, I watched old episodes of Supernatural, plus all my new shows to comfort myself.

One more thing before I end this post. I bought my Jared photo op for the Vegas Con on Monday and when I looked at the site on Wed. they were all sold out. I might have gotten the last one. I can't believe I almost didn't get my photo op. This will probably be the last Con I go to. I want it to be the best one. I've gotten all my stuff for the project I'm doing and now I can start it. I was released from work, so I'll have the time now.

Frightmares, My Weekend And Other Stuff

This last Saturday I went to Frightmares again. It was the second time I've gone so far this year. I had fun going to all the haunted houses and I was with my family and that made it even better. I love spending time with people I love. Sometimes it seems like I don't get to spend as much time as I would like with them.
I also went to my aunt's 80th birthday party. It was nice to see my relatives again. I don't even know most of them because I hardly ever see them except at funerals. That's pretty sad. It was nice to see them and spend time with them at a happy occasion.

My whole weekend was busy. I went shopping on Friday. My sister bought me seven Blake Shelton Cd's and that made me very happy. I can't get enough of listening to him. I already loaded how many songs onto my MP3 player to listen to at work. I love that I get to see Blake on The Voice and listen to him as well.
My sister also took my Mom and I out to dinner at Red Lobster. I love eating there. I spent the rest of the weekend reading and relaxing.

The TV season has finally started full swing. Gossip Girl and Vampire Diaries are going to be on this week and I bet both of them are going to be great. I'm going to see if Beauty And The Beast is any good and I might end up watching it if it is. I watched Supernaturals premiere and I was bored. I never expected anything and that's exactly what I got. Nothing like usual, just the same old tired crap. That was the worst season premiere of Supernatural or any show that I've watched. I thought Lazarus Rising was boring, but at least it had a few surprises. Maybe the rest of the season will get better, but I seriously doubt it. It will probably be The Dean Show now until the show is over for good. Whatever. Dean fans can watch and love it all they want to. Hopefully, Jared will get more time off to be with Gen and Thomas. And I'll just go to bed early if it sucks and is all sniveling Dean.

I think I'm done posting for now. I'm happy and I hope everyone in the world finds some happiness.

Once Upon A Time: Season 2

I just finished watching the first episode of the second season called Broken. I absolutely loved it. I'm so very happy that this show is on. I finally have something new to watch that surprises and amazes me every time I watch. I read of few of the spoilers, but they never spoiled the surprises. I saw some promos as well and I had no idea what was going to happen.

The best part of this show is the writing. I love how it is written. I do so love all the actors and actresses as well. I can't believe how many characters have been on and how many more are going to be coming. I'm excited to find out what characters are going to be coming next. It's almost like watching two shows at once, but they are the same. I love the special effects with all the creatures and the other lands and just everything.
The show must have a pretty good budget because the stuff looks so good. You feel like you are somewhere magical when watching. It's like you want to jump in your TV set and join in on all the action and be a part of it.

One of the best things about this show is that I feel something for all the characters whether they are good or evil. The writers help you get to know them and why they do what they do. You see a glimpse into every character on the show. I feel for Regina and she's the evil queen and I love Rumpelstiltskin/ Mr. Gold. I love all the character interaction. There is so much going on and the hour flies by so fast and leaves me wanting more.

The magic has arrived and I love it and can't wait for more.

Blake Shelton And Other Stuff

                                                                                              I just discovered Blake Shelton and I'm so happy that I did. I started to watch The Voice and I loved him right away. He has the cutest smile and laugh. I heard him talk and I just knew that his singing would be great as well. I bought his album Red River Blue and I love every song on it. I never heard one song from it before I bought the album.  I sometimes do that. I will buy a CD of a certain artist and I've never even heard one of their songs and it's either hit or miss. I've bought some bad CD's, but most of the ones I've bought, I've loved. I never really get a chance to hear country music. I don't listen to the radio. I have to discover music from either TV shows, movies or something else. I saw that Blake has a Christmas album coming out and I'm going to buy that right away. I'll be watching The Voice as well and I'm happy I found something new to watch. I went and bought the Supernatural season 7 DVD set. I love how many episodes and I'll be watching them. I'm still not happy reading what's coming up for season 8. More angels, demons and other crap. I'm wondering if good old Michael is going to enter the picture again. Maybe some of those Dean fans who wanted Dean to be Michael or see him being Michael's vessel will get their wish. Michael will save the world, but it won't be Dean, so who gives a crap. I just wonder if they're going to bring up Michael and Lucifer again. They are supposedly trapped in the cage in hell together. With all this quest crap, I'm sure it will come up again. I'd love to see Sam drink demon blood right in front of his new love. I doubt she'd want to be with him after that. And if she did, she's either nuts or something. I doubt Sam is going to be completely and totally honest about everything with her because if he is. Then she's either a saint or crazy. I've stopped caring what's coming up on Supernatural. I'll either like it or not. I'll either watch it or go to bed early. If there is some other show I like on at the same time, then I may watch it instead. Who knows? I'm just done obsessing about it already or at least I hope I am. I bought the new calendars only out of loyalty and I still love Jared and Jensen. I loved that short video with Jared and Jensen more than I've liked scenes with Sam and Dean. I'll always love them and how many of the other actors and actresses that have been on the show. I can't wait for the Vegas Con. Who cares whether I'm watching the show or not? It's going to be fun. I love being around all the stars and it's like one big three day party of fun. Louden Swain is going to be in concert and I can't wait to see them again. The karaoke party is always fun and I love Vegas. I can't wait to go on vacation and that will be my vacation for next year. Okay I think I'm done for now. 

Supernatural Sniveling

I decided to come here and snivel about the show. I guess I wasn't done in my last post. I'm just so sad and totally disappointed with where the show is going to be going in season 8. I've never been so non excited for a season to start until now. Nothing I've seen so far has got me even close to excited for season 8 and instead I have just gotten angry and upset reading the crap I read.

First off. Carver says that season 8 is going to be some Indiana Jones theme crap with a quest. Jeez, I wonder who Indiana Jones is on the show. It sure in hell is not Sam, so it's probably good old hero Dean.
Next, Sam is getting a love interest and supposedly he's not with her when he gets reunited with Dean. And his love story is going to be told in flash backs and she may appear later in the season. Now, you find out that Sam will be going to see her right away and that he'll be trying to maintain his relationship with her. I'm sure Sam is still with her at the beginning of the season and enjoying his wonderful life without Dean.

Next, Sam and Dean will have a more mature relationship with each other now that they've been separated for like the 100th time. And they will have the tools to live without each other. How stupid is that? Sam has always been able to live without Dean. Sam left for college on his own and didn't even see Dean for years. In the last how many seasons, Sam has walked away from Dean and been fine on his own. The only time he wasn't, was when Dean went to Hell and Sam knew he was suffering there because of him and the deal Dean made to bring him back to life. Otherwise, Sam has been fine on his own. Dean on the other hand has not been. It's like he constantly needs someone to cling to. First there was daddy, then Sam, Castiel, Bobby, Lisa and Ben and now his new buddy Benny. Dean has always been needy and has needed someone around to give him self worth because he has none.

Next the mythology or whatever the crap it is. I swear that I'm getting sick of it already. Carver wants to get rid of the crushing mythology of the first seven seasons. What that probably means is, let's just forget about what happened for those seasons and start all over again with something new. Let's reboot the show. Sam with be with the love of his life and Dean will be with his new buddy Benny. Then they'll get together over some bullshit and lah dah dah.

Supernatural is all about Sam and Dean. Sure it is. It's been The Dean Show since season four and has never stopped being all about Dean. Now Dean is going to have a totally separate story that doesn't involve Sam at all. Shocker, not. So how precisely is the show about Sam and Dean. Sure, Sam will have his new love Amelia for who knows how long. I'm sure there are how many fans that want her to stick around so that Sam will safely be out of Dean's way and his story. I care nothing for Sam's love interest or Sam having a love story. That's probably the stupidest thing the show is doing again. I couldn't stand Lisa and Ben, but I tolerated them and the stupid crap. I don't think Dean ever wanted a normal life ever. Sam on the other hand wanted a normal life, but then he's been saying he doesn't want one for how many years now and I guess he's been lying to Dean and himself all that time.

Now on to the crazy and nutty fans who think Sam should have kept looking for Dean. Where was Sam supposed to start looking for Dean when he didn't know where Dean went? Crowley didn't tell Sam that Dean went to Purgatory and seeing how Sam is no longer psychic, then he didn't have a clue what happened to Dean. So how the hell would he look for Dean, if he had no starting point. Obviously, Sam is totally normal because he just decides Dean is dead or gone and just settles down into some normal life with his new love and forgets all about his life up to that point. I guess he probably forgets about his whole family being dead or gone wherever. His good old uncle Bobby being dead. He forgets about being soulless and going to hell and everything else that's happened in his life up to that. I guess he just decides that life is to short not to live and find love. Even though his new love could be killed anytime just like his last real love Jess. Now Amelia is going to be his one true love. I'm sure she'll be able to survive all the supernatural crap.
And now for all the crazy fans that think Sam had to be the one to get Dean out of Purgatory. Who knows how him and Benny get out and what comes out with them? I don't think they only get out together and nothing else escapes with them? I sure in hell don't want Sam to be blamed for saving Dean and releasing more monsters at the same time. Sam is always damned if he does and damned if he doesn't, so I guess that doesn't matter. He'll be a selfish asshole for not looking for Dean and saving him.

Now onto something I think was totally dropped throughout the last couple of seasons on the show. First off in the second season, Gordon tried to kill Sam because he thought he was dangerous. Then, Sam being possessed by Meg killed that one hunter guy and other hunters were looking for whoever killed him. I guess they never found out that it was Sam. Then in season 4, Dean tells Sam that if he wasn't his brother, he'd want to hunt him and so would other hunters. I'm surprised no other hunters ever found out that Sam could send demons back to hell or kill them. I'm sure hunters would be lining up to hunt Sam if they found out that he could kill demons. Why would they want Sam to kill demons? They'd be mad at Sam for killing the demons and not giving them a chance, I guess. So, he would have to die for that. Season 5 comes along and Walt and Roy. I love how they told Sam that other hunters were looking for him. I guess they never found Sam either. Maybe Castiel burned some extra sigils into Sam's ribs to make him invisible to other hunters because none found him. There were those three at the beginning of season 5, but they wanted him to drink demon blood and kill demons for them. I'm sure after Sam did that, they would have killed him if they could have. I guess all the other hunters on the show are either dead or they've just forgotten all about Sam and what he's done and they are no longer after him. I'm sure Bobby spread the word to the whole hunter community that Sam was okay, even thought Sam was talking to Lucifer for almost a year.

I'm just so sad right now. I don't even want to watch old episodes. I was excited about buying season 7 on DVD, then I read some more crap and now I don't know if I'll even buy it or not. I'm sure I will, just for the episodes I loved. I think this might be the year when I stop watching the show. I just get more angry and upset about it. When that happens, it's time to let it go. It will be hard, but I'm sure I'll be able to, unless something really surprising happens and I actually end up liking season 8. I've let go of a lot of shows I've loved. First I stop watching them because what's happening on them is depressing me and after a while I just don't watch them anymore. I still remember that I almost stopped watching the show during season 4. I hope season 8 doesn't come close to anything that happened like that season or I'm afraid it will be over.
I saw the gag reel from season 7 and I felt absolutely nothing. I didn't even smile seeing Jared laughing and smiling and usually I do. I hope I can get out of this Supernatural funk and try to give season 8 some kind of chance before I really give up on the show altogether.

I think I'm done sniveling for now and I hope I've gotten this all out of my system. This is the only place I can think to post all this crap I'm feeling right now.

JDM And Other Stuff

Wow! I just love Jeffrey Dean Morgan. He was just awesome in The Possession. I still miss seeing him on Supernatural, even though he hasn't been on since the second season. He's one of the reasons why the show was so good when it first started.  I still wish he could come back on the show just for a quick appearance or something like that. I know he's busy, but I'd still love to see him on the show again or at a Convention. 

As for Supernatural. I'm still not excited about season 8. It seems like everything I read just makes me less excited for the show to come back on. Now there is going to be another major recurring character called Naomi. I wonder how many more guest stars and recurring characters there are going to be. I can't remember if they said that Sam's love interest was a major recurring character or just a recurring character. Either she will be killed off in the first how many episodes or something else is going to happen. Because I doubt that she is going to be safe from all of Sam's enemies or maybe he doesn't have any anymore and only Dean does. It seems like in the last couple of years, Dean is the one going on about how they are putting everyone in danger around them. First it was Sam and now Dean. I don't even know why Sam would think that his new love wouldn't be in danger if he's constantly around her. She will be just used to get to Sam and Dean. Because if she stays perfectly safe from all harm, then she is not a normal human or Sam has made a deal of some kind.  As for the crushing mythology that Carver plans to get away from. It seems like he's just starting his own mythology or whatever for the show and Dean is going to be at the center of it. Not both Sam and Dean, just Dean. Next thing that will happen, Dean will probably end up with powers or something and of course, he'd use them for good, unlike Sam who used his to send demons back to hell or kill them. 

Here's what will really seal the deal for me not caring at all about season 8. If Sam's time in hell and everything that happened to him is just suddenly wiped away. Like Castiel took all his crazy, his hell memories, his soulless memories and everything away and now Sam is hunky dory normal guy with nothing special at all about him.  I'll really dislike season 8. It seems like there are going to be a whole lot of vampires and other crap like that. I can just bet, either Sam will be off screen visiting his love Amelia or injured in how many episodes and Dean will be with his new buddy Benny raising hell. I watched the promo and got a little excited and then it ended just as fast. I love how they made sure that both Sam and Dean are equal in the promo and you see Castiel. Why is that? To get all the fans excited. I bet Castiel fans will get disappointed especially if Castiel is only in flashbacks of Purgatory. And I know as a Sam fan, that I'll be disappointed if all of Sam's story is just his new love. I actually wish season 8 was only 16 episodes because then maybe they'd be about Sam and Dean and not a ton of guest stars.  A longer season doesn't mean a better one. It just means that Jared and Jensen will want more time off and that means more guest stars and less time they will be on the screen together.  I don't know what's going to happen and I'm really hoping I'm wrong about things. I'm just getting sick of getting excited for something I think I'm going to get and then being crapped on yet again. That's happened since the fourth season. 

I saw a new promo for Gossip Girl and I can't wait, but it's sad because I know as soon as the show starts it will be the end. I wish it could have been a full season at least. I saw a cute promo for Once Upon A Time and I really can't wait. I can't wait to see what's going to happen now that magic has come. The writers of Once Upon A Time just keep surprising me and I love it. I haven't seen many spoilers for Vampire Diaries or any promos. I guess I haven't been looking at them. I just know the show is going to be great and I'll love it. They have a stellar cast and great writers and I can't wait to find out what happens with all the characters. 

Done now.