Remembering Sammy

The pain of losing Pet Society and my little Sammy and Co is still so strong in my heart. I miss them every day. Yes, I have Pet City now, but it will never be Pet Society. Just seeing all my old pics come up on Facebook makes me miss Sammy even more. I love to see them, though and I love remembering all the good times I had playing.
NBC cancelled Constantine and all I could think about was Pet Society. EA didn't give a crap about it's players and NBC doesn't give a crap about it's viewers. Same thing. All they care about is money, but isn't that what most people care about now. They just want money and could care less about anything else. Money doesn't buy love or happiness. I personally just want enough money to fix up my house, but it seems like I can never save enough to do it.
I've gotten kind of bored with TV lately. I still love watching my shows, but sometimes if I miss them when they come on, I don't watch them later. I may watch some of them over the summer when there is nothing on, but who knows. I've missed watching The Originals and I haven't watched the show since it came back after the winter break. I have been reading the books that have come out. I love the first two and I can't wait to read the third. I read a Vampire Diaries book on my new Kindle and it was really strange. I liked it, but it wasn't as good as the other VD books I've read. I can't wait to see Ian when he comes here to the Comic Con in Sept. That's going to be great.
I've really been loving Once Upon A Time lately and The Blacklist. Both shows have been great.
Now on to my stupid work. I really thought I was going to have a good year at my job and now I don't think so. I think the rest of this year is going to suck. I need to go back to being quiet and not talking again like I did long ago. It seems no matter what I do, I will never win. It's just like the song by Kelly Clarkson. I will never fit in or do anything right. I need to stop trying.
I've been posting some of my favorite songs of all time. I love all these songs for different reasons. It's nice to come on my blog and see and listen to them.

Evanescence - Bring Me To Life

Ozzy Osbourne - "Dreamer"

Animal Rights-You Say the Battle Is Over

Sam Winchester Exorcising at The Food Court

It looks like Sam Winchester made it to Pet City and decided to perform an exorcism at the Food Court. It looks more like he's preaching and he must be using his demonic powers to keep that book hovering in the air. And he is really short. I can't stop laughing, but I love it.
Pet City released Fright Night and tons of people went nuts. Some love it and some sniveled because it was right after Easter. Honestly, I just love snivelers. I go on Pet City VIP to look at all the creative ways other players make their rooms. I don't go on there to snivel and whine to the creators of the game about what I want. It seems like that's all I ever see. I want, I want, I want. Selfish people just wanting what they want and who cares about anyone else. I've loved all the releases that Pet City has put out. Some are way better than others and a few I didn't really care all that much about. I've usually found something I've liked for every release. A lot of players have been asking for Supernatural and The Walking Dead and they finally got some good stuff. I've never watched The Walking Dead, but I love all the cute stuff they put out.
I wish I still loved Supernatural because I would have gotten Sam, Dean, Castiel and the Impala. Oh! well. I'm glad it made others happy.

Roses

Here are some old pics of me when I was a really little girl. Our roses were so beautiful on the side of our house. Some of the rose bushes are still alive and I keep leaving them there, but they are starting to get really thorny now and some of them have died. I want to tear out all the old ones and plant new ones, so that the side of the house will look the same as it did when I was little. I hate yard work, so mostly I just leave them alone. I have to pull weeks and creeping vines out of them and a stupid tree has gotten into them and started growing. That's why I need to start over.
I remember when I was a kid and how I took roses and tried to preserve them in water. I thought they would stay beautiful and never die if I put them in water in an old frosting container. I wanted their beauty to stay forever, but that was not the way for it to be. I learned that their beauty stayed forever in my memory and I thought about them in the long cold winters and saw them blooming in my mind.
Then come spring, there would be new beautiful roses growing.
I love looking at old pics and remembering all that I had growing up. Some would say that I didn't have much, but I was rich in ways some people will never experience. Sometimes, when I've been angry, I have forgotten all that I have and have had in my life.
I sometimes wonder why when I gamble and win money, I throw it back and lose it all. Maybe, I really just don't want or need it. Money has never made me feel rich, only love has. When I have love in my heart and life, then I'm feel like I'm the richest person in the world.

T R I C I A - "What I Know"

John Denver Looking for Space

Supernatural Writers: Thank You

I'd like to thank the Supernatural writers in this post for totally destroying the show that I loved for so many years. Supernatural was my favorite show for so long, even when I got angry about certain stuff starting in the fourth season. I still loved the show and kept watching and supporting it. Now, there is no reason to watch it. Sam is probably the most underused main character that I've ever seen in any show that I've ever watched. The show is no longer about two brothers, only one and a bunch of other boring characters. Now on to more thank yous.
Thank you writers for making Sam Winchester the most worthless and useless character on any show that I've ever watched.
Thank you for making Dean Winchester the biggest hypocrite on any show that I've ever watched.
Thank you for constantly bringing back the most boring characters I've ever seen on any show ever and bringing them back and making the show more about them than Sam and Dean who the show is supposed to be about.
Thank you for making a big confusing stupid mess with the angels. I still have no clue what is going on with any of that crap and I don't care anymore.
Thank you for making Crowley and all the other demons on the show into stupid boring idiots.
Last but not least. Thank you for saving me a ton of money. I used to go to at least one Con a year and now I will never go to one again. I used to buy tons of merchandise and now I will not buy anything again.
Thank you and keep going with making the show a piece of crap because I don't care anymore.
It took me a long time to finally let go, but I think it's finally happened and it's all thanks to you.
One last thank you before I go. Thank you to Jared Padalecki for getting a shirt that says Always Keep Fighting. It's sad but Supernatural is the reason I was depressed for how long and Jared doesn't understand that. I loved his character Sam so much and now Sam might as well be dead because of the writers and Jared could care less. So thank you Jared for not caring that I loved your character and now I don't because of the stupid writers who don't know how to write Sam with any emotions.
That's all and the pic of my Johnny says it all.

Pet City And Constantine

I'm going to make a Constantine room in Pet City and I hope that I can make a really good one. I'm still hoping and praying for a season 2. I loved every episode of Constantine and I really want to see more. I've never read the comics, but I'm going to have to if there is no more show to watch. I'd really love to see everything played out on my TV screen instead of reading the comics. I like comics, but I don't read them very often. I'm glad I changed my pet's name to Johnny. Now his name not only comes from my love of Johnny Crawford, but John Constantine as well.
Pet City has been so much fun to play lately. I'm loving all the themes and the cute stuff they come up with. I love all the other people who can create rooms using different stuff from all the themes and the shops. I'm not that creative. I try and I'm going to really try making a great Constantine room. I'm going to take my time with it and hopefully I will come up with a great looking room. I'm pretty simple and I really can't get the hang of doing more dimensional rooms.
I still wish I had my Sammy in Pet Society. I sometimes think of all the cute stuff my Sammy had or that he could have had by now. If I still had Pet Society, then I'm sure my Sammy would have had a Constantine room as well.
Well that's it for now.